Sharing our thoughts after 3 years as amateur porn stars

Sharing our thoughts after 3 years as amateur porn stars

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Hi guys!!

It feels really weird talking you like this but I guess it?s about time we share a bit more about us. We would have wanted to do this a long time ago. But well, life came up, we got busy and busier ? but now we?re making time!

So, we?re LeoLulu. She?s Leo, he?s Lulu, 115 videos online, 525M views on PH and, maybe, 12 instagram accounts?

We still don?t realize how, but here we are, 3 years later, with a deep urge to share more about this life-changing experience.

How it started

We didn?t ??got into porn?? as a lot of you guys seem to think.

We wanted to show ourselves, much like an exhibition kink, and we got off reading your comments on our pictures and videos.

You got us into porn! With your nice words, encouraging comments and kind messages. You made us popular and gave us the energy to keep going.

We loved the feedback; the attention we were getting so we continued and you made us famous. But in a way, it was not our conscious decision. We played along, without realising at first, everything sort of just happened. Slowly enough so we wouldn?t realize the drastic turn our life was taking.

We do not regret any of it but feel that it?s important to say it.

Personal and professional consequences

In two words: everybody knew.

Don?t go thinking that because you don?t show your face you won?t be recognised! Anybody that knows us, would recognise us in the videos. And it happened a lot.

Most reactions were not negative and mostly out of (sometimes misplaced) curiosity. It was a lot to handle. We had jobs and studies when we started LeoLulu, that we had to put on hold after about a year because we couldn?t deal with both anymore. We didn?t loose our jobs or got expelled but managing both was becoming increasingly hard for the two of us. When our revenues started to match we decided to take a break from our careers and focus on this special adventure.

So all of a sudden, we were the two of us working from home together, 24/7. Dealing with our personal relationships when we had time. Even after being together for years, we are still two different human beings. With our own personalities and creative vision, our own -quite different- ways of working and it took a while and a lot of adjustments to find the right balance for our relationship.

Don?t get me wrong, we are incredibly happy to be here today! We get to do what we love, and be 100% free and independent doing it. We answer to no-one and we only depend on our own schedule. More than that, we are now meeting a lot of new and interesting people that inspire us and make us grow. We are also getting to know ourselves and each other a little bit more everyday. And we do realise how privileged we are to be in this situation.

That no-face thing

Not showing our face was a privacy concern first. We lived in Paris, Leo wanted to be able to go the gym (or anywhere else) alone, without the fear of being recognized by the wrong person. Hopefully we did, because our success was phenomenal, especially in Paris, and we did not expect it. It was a cautious decision and it paid off because we would have watched the view count increase anxiously.

Cutting right above the lips was an aesthetic decision we took to differentiate ourselves from the other couples.

At the time, people would either show their face or use some kind of a masquerade mask. We wanted our viewers to be able to identify with us. We were already more into amateur porn than professional, we wanted the video to feel real. Much like those amateur videos we would find here and there on various porn sites, where a genuine couple seemed to have (dirty) fun on camera. We loved those vids and still do! This is the spirit we try to share, real couple?s porn with less focus on the technicalities and more on the overall mood between the two persons. That?s why we had to leave the lips in the trame. The face does most of the non-verbal communication and cutting it entirely would make us feel less human.

We can not talk about this without saying that we feel kinda stuck now.

Not showing our face was meant to protect us, as a way to dip a toe in the water before jumping. Things got out of hand quickly, viewers got crazy about seeing our faces and very soon we couldn?t back-up. Which is a shame because we both have a real hard time watching porn with no eyes! But with time, we realised that we need to hold some part of our intimacy for ourselves. For our couple?s well being. Even if we would thank our younger selves for taking this decision we can?t help but feel a little frustrated.

We do film with our faces sometimes, just for us, and we fantasise a lot about the kind of content we would share. Hiding our eyes without using a mask is a big creative inconvenience. Sure we had fun playing with it but we could be so much more creative else way. Editing videos would be over in a breeze, we could make killer photos and video content for our socials. We do fantasise a lot about it lately so we felt we had to share. Just gonna leave this here? 😉

What now?

Last year was hard for the both of us. Leo faced her family and came clean in order to try and have an honest relationship with them. Not many parents would welcome the news of their daughter doing porn with an open mind and they were not one of them. She braved family drama after family drama, trying to balance this with our relationship together and our job. On top of that, Leo has been off the pill for a while now and suffers important hormonal imbalance that makes life significantly more difficult.

Not trying to make excuses but going through all this while maintaining a consistent rhythm, publishing videos and being active on social media, was a toll on our energy and overall well being. We felt exhausted and needed a break but new things just kept happening.

It was a challenge but we are finally ready to put all of this behind us (as we can) and move on. We decided to move closer to the sun. To take mesures in order to create ourselves an healthy rythme . One thing we unfortunately underestimated.

We love each other. We love sex. We love shooting porn. We love showing ourselves. Rest assured, we?re not going anywhere! It was tough, but we?re still here, more motivated than ever.

TL;DR: We will continue to upload free videos on the Internet for everybody to see!

To stay up to date be sure to follow our social media! They change often so it?s always fresh ?

http://instagram.com/leoluluofficialhttp://instagram.com/leolulufashionhttp://twitter.com/leolulu_xxxhttp://fancentro.com/leolulu_xxx

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